Let's learn nihongo

Hajimemashite!

Watashi wa zamzillah desu. Aishiteru safwan kun desu.

Nihogo o hanasemasen.Tasukete kudasai.

hihihi.. Saya ingin belajar bahasa jepun. Mari kita belajar bersama-sama.

Hait.

Today I'm really pissed off!!.

hangin aku nih!

aku dok kat opis..dh macam dok dalam almari ais. Sejuk melampau. Technician aircond ni org kutub utara ke. pakai jaket ngan stoking pun still menggigil lagi ni. lepas ni aku nk cr glove. oleh kerana jari2 tangan dan kaki aku kekejangan sbb sejuk, maka sukar untukku mebuat kerja ( padahal mmg mkn gaji buta hari-hari) Dan aku sangat sakit hati dgn technician aircond.

Then, tgh hari, aku tgk ada 2 misscall kat henpon aku. ( time aku kuar bwk henpon, takder saper call. Time aku tak bwk henpon, ramai pulak yg call. Haish) Owh, si 'toot' rupa nya. Aku call back, and dia terus tanya aku direction nk gi tempat A. And he's driving. Eh, dia takder keta, dia bwk keta aku ke ni. Apsal tak mintak izin aku.

Setelah aku meletakkan telefon, aku bertanya pada 'buah hati' aku: "si 'toot' tu kuar bwk keta I ke?" maka 'buah hati' aku menjawab:"Eh, dia tak bgtau u ke?"and i Like WTF!!

Hey, i bg U guna keta I, bukan untuk U bagi kat 'toot' guna keta i sesuka hati dia. Tu keta I, bukan keta u and of course bukan keta si 'toot'. I dah suruh u pulangkan since last week, but now 'toot' tu buat keta i mcm keta dia pulak.

( dialog diatas telah diedit agar ia sesuai dibaca oleh semua peringkat umur)

I really2 pissed off. and now, i am trying to cool off...ive read from another blogger that this is a 'special request' by HIM to uji my iman . bukan kah sabar itu separuh dari iman..

Sabar zila...sabar...sabar...

p/s: sorry sue abideen, i use your this pic in my blog, hope u dont mind.

I hate driving

although i have a car, i rarely drive it. coz i hate driving. tak suka. tak suka. ( iklan cat)

everytime I'm driving, I'll feel scared and panicked..its like watching a horror movie..scared and suspense all the time while driving.I really hate driving.

Haish...

I think..I'm getting fat...

Although..some people said I'm still petite..(??) , but i do think I've gain some weight.
Is it bcoz i am sooo not bz coz dont have much work in the office..just sitting in my workplace,stare the monitor and doing nothing...coz, i don't think i ate that much to add some weight.

But damn! I do feel i'm gaining more pounds.I didn't measure my weight yet( scared to look ta the scale). But will do it later.

And yes, I am too lazy to do exercise although i keep execusing myself by walking to/from bus or train station to/from the office. (walking is also considered as an exercise, right?).

But I do not want to be too skinny like some supermodels..

Gosh... look at the bones...




all and all.....just 1 or 2 part of my body needs to be scaled down..hehehe..

living with parents

what do you think? at the age of 26...still lives with parents; "bawah ketiak mak"..

here's a dilema.. I'm thinking of looking for a new place to stay coz currently am staying in shah alam..work in KL. quite far and cost me a lot.

So, my housemate and i decided to look for a room..instead. While my housemate have found herself a room to stay..I'm still looking for one. My parents especially my mom insisted me to stay with them. " senang hati mak kalau ko dok depan mata mak"...aiyoo..like i am a 10 years old girl. Its true..if i stay with them..its easier for me to go to work and it save me my RM...hehehe..

but..i just dont want to live with my parents..too terkongkong..they seems to be an orthodox people..

aiyaa...and dont know why..its too hard to get a room to rent...maybe sbb my mom tak bagi dok sendiri..sbb tu susah nk cari bilik..tak berkat..

huhuhuhu... what to do..and i still have to find a room a.s.a.p..

"orang yang suka kucing, biasanya penyayang..."

erm..aku suka kucing..maknanya aku ni penyayang???( monolog dengan diri sendiri)

yes...i am a cat lover..loves animal but hate bugs and insects..kalau jumpa lipas aku spray jer ngan ridsect..huh.mampos ko!(kataku dengan geram + geli) ..tu kategori penyayang ke..


so..kesimpulannya...it's not that orang yg sukakan kucing ni,orang yang penyayang...TAPI, orang yang penyayang biasanya sukakan kucing...rite? and people yang tak sukakan kucing...tak semestinya diorang ni tak penyayang...


I have been browsing this forum everyday :www.kitten.com.my/forum

and I learn a lot about cat and their lovers...loves to see all the cats' picture also..so cute and adorable..

eventhough i am mad, and pissed off, sad and devastated but when i see cats..all those negative feeling just shifted away..


And i really need to hug a cat rite now..sbb sekarang ni..time tgh menaip ni..rasa susah hati sgt2...feel like something is not the same... is it me or he really has change?? but still I love him so....so much!

wah wah wah....rajin betul aku memblog kebelakangan ni..
maklumlah...lots of free time and things to be said...

oleh kerana aku ada byk masa terluang, i have been browsing my friendster a lot lately, and i found out, many of my friends are already married, engaged and will be married this year..

pak pak ..kepong kepong (bunyi kompang)...hehehe..

there were once, people including myself thought that i will be married in a young age..but then..it didnt happen..past is past...what had happen can't be undone or ctrl + z... am thankfull...alhamdullilah it didn't work between me and him, coz he is a jerk ( took a while for me to realize about it).

Now, I am happy with myself, am happy with someone that love and care for me, am happy with my life.
lalalalala...

-News Flash-

Sari berita penting :

-I have started working in a new company. I have ditch my old company. Hate it.

- I will also drive my own car. Bukan mak bapak yang belikan tau...am paying with my own money. Not a kelisa, but still a small cute car...Can u guess?

Sekian, Terima Kasih.


p/s: asyik dok tukar keja jer..aiyoo...

::anime::anime::

anime maniac mode. looking for new anime every weekend..
hahaha...besh..besh...so if anyone knew any good and hilarious anime, let me know. pls..do let me know.
my favorite: ONE PIECE. Gosh....crazy about them. read their latest manga every weekend. Well..online manga of course. Kalau cari komik one piece kat Malaysia ni..mmg tahun 2010 pun tak dapat lar baca yg latest punyer..huhuhuhu...

LOVE the characters..the plot...the value...the nakama...about loyalty, and friendship...
no jiwang2...full of adventure...the journey itself is full of surprise...and what makes me fall in love with this particular manga/anime is..the humor...gosh....its sooooo funny.
have watched naruto and bleach..but still one piece is the best. but this doesn't meant that i dont watch other anime. I wanna watch all the anime that hit the stores...
hahahaha...


and luckily...i can share the passion of manga/anime with someone i love...hihihihi....
Love u lah....


~cried when going merry say its last goodbye~

Can Money Buy Happiness??

Salah satu soklan utk jawatan N17- SPA. Masa jawab soklan ni..pk just jawab untuk lulus ( tapi gagal gak)hehehe.

Tapi..sekarang..i kind of going through the same situation. Not to me, but to someone i really care and love.
can money give u happiness that u need?? can it do that?dia just pk...mcm mana nk kaya..soklan yang sama kuar dari mulut dia hari2.

Of course,..i am trying to give support,..and hey, i wanna be rich too.But, is it the most important thing to do..getting RICH??After you have got all the money that u can ever dream of..and you are filthy rich..what are you going to do with the money? Go and make up with some friend that you have lost when you are busy getting rich?Will they be there for you?

true friends will always be there...hopefully..

but what about the people that loves you..all the plans that you were making, have you ever includes them in your so called getting rich plan??

I wonder, when im not around, when im gone, will you remeber me?will you miss me??

tak tahu kenapa, im not really into money..all i ever seek, is a happiness..It is true money can help u to be happy..but money alone cannot bring you happiness.

happy 25th birthday to me

Yup. I'm 25 years old on the 19th November 2007. Am not hiding my age, though.

And, I'm a scorpio. hehehehe.

Why I'm telling all this?? Coz i want a present..hahahaha. NO, just kidding.

For the past few years, Ive gone through and experienced so many things in my life. And like my mom always said, " dah suku abad umur tuh, bila nak kawin pun mak tak tahu". huhuhuuhu..

One of my fren welcomed me to a new club " a quater century club". heh. terpaksa rela tau.

life pass me by...each day...hopefully..it will be full of love, great, exiting days ahead.

p/s: gambar sekadar hiasan. hehehe

~just blogging~

don't know what to say... i don't even know if there's anyone ever view or read my blog.

but i will continue blogging coz this is my e-journal. A journal where i can express myself.

last week is not a good week for me. something happen at work.

but still, there's a happy and memorable thing happened. Thank u dear.

Yesterday, new rules were set in the office. Huh! like it will last long. hahahaha.

and today..im bored. Bored..bored..

tomorrow, 1st day of Ramadhan...and it means...raya will be coming in another 30 days.

Yea..raya...raya..huahauhaahuhua. .Baju raya takder beb, takder tailor nak amik tempahan baju raya i..

huhuhu...Nak beli yg ready made, but there's no size for me..huhuhu.. and hopefully, my bos will give bonus

raya..so i can raya abis-abisan...or maybe..i can use it as downpayment for a cute white, auto Kelisa car.. ; )

p/s: Is it ok if I wear above dress as my baju raya?..hehehe

should i tell the world or should i keep it to myself..

i can't help it..

aku gumbira..bahagia...

hauhauahuahauhauhaua....why??well....rahsia..

keh keh keh...mengada2 sungguh aku nih..


what to do...what to do...

everytime i think about him...i can't help smiling..

everytime i looked at him...i can't help smiling..

everytime he's around me...i can't help smiling..


adoi....letih pipi ni dok senyum jer...

hik hik hik...but can this be forever???...

A friend give this to me...

Love is not 2 forget but 2 forgive,

not 2 c but 2 understand

not 2 hear but 2 listen,

not 2 let go but 2 HOLD ON!!!!

Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one youlike will leave you for the one they love.

Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

Who calls you back when you hang up on him.

Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."

erm..still waiting for the one...if there's any...

"Because you are pretty, men do not treat you seriously"

heard this from a movie, can' remember which movie though...

Is it wrong to be pretty??...we didn't ask to be born pretty..
Don't hate us because we are beautiful..

but why some men like to fool a girl with pretty faces..why can't they appreciate us..
is there any law stated " you can play around with pretty girls"..
maybe they think that we are some bamby who have beauty without brain..

hello...we do have brain..and we have feelings too..we do cry when you hurt us..
and there are a lot of brilliant and genius ladies who are also pretty and charming out there...

And why do you have any problem with that...???

Do you (men) think it is funny to play around and fooling us..
It is so easy for you guys to say 'sayang' or 'i love u' to girls ...?? and do you really mean what u said..??
Is it fun..playing with our heart and feeling.???

Here's a news flash : I'm not a barbie doll that you can easily play with..

it's june already...
time pass me by so fast...and today..and today..im in my period pain...
huhuhuhu...
cakitnyer peyut...cakit.....

nak keta....keta...eh..apa kaitan sakit perut ngan keta..
aa..tak kisah lar...
nak keta..keta...kan best kalau ada org bagi keta mini cooper kat aku...(aku nak mini cooper yang mcm kat citer italian job tu ek..bukan keta mini cooper yg lama tu.)

my make up pun byk yang dah abih...my bos keep telling me to use SKII..helooo..SKII tu mahal beb...takper..nnti aku akan guna gak SKII satu hari nnti...hua hua hua..

apa lagi yer....errmm...errm......aaaa.....huhuhu....

peringatan: ketika blog ini ditaip, si penaip berada dalam keadaan tidak tenteram dan jiwa kacau.

I'm not a robot..

Nowadays..been working like a machine...not getting enough sleep and rest..
Work 24/7..and getting old just in the office..
I even don't have time for myself...not mentioning my family and friends.

Never have thought will waste my youth like this..This is the time when i should enjoy and live active.NOT stuck in a office like a machine.

I've tried not to complain, but again..I'm not a robot..I need a place to shout what i feel..to express myself..and sometimes..there's no one to speak to..If there's any, they would not understand..

"Pernahkah kau bermimpi..seketika..
berada di tempatku..."

Nak jiwang2 jap..huhuhuhu..

ok..after read this..u can forget about it,....hik hik hik...

last week (08.04.07) is my twin's wedding.
hehehe...
byk tul keja kena buat..this is the first time our family held a wedding ceremony. everything have to be done. And i, as the twin of the bride have to assist my sis in everything. Do you know in adat jawa, the bride and mom's bride are not allowed to leave the house during the wedding ceremony. So, apa2 keja yg kena buat kat luar, ayah and adik beradik pengantin lar yg kena buat.
huhuhu...
although a lot of work and efforts have to be done, its is worthy for my lovely twin sister.

Congrats Along...

Here's a situation where's a girl keep asking her guy why he rarely say 'i love u' to her..
and he ask her back..which do you prefer :

1. A man tell you that he loves u but actually he didn't love you...or

2. A man who really love u but didnt tell u he loves u..

Not every man like to express his feeling to a girl even she is the most important person for him.

And for me, its ok to have a guy that really loves me but rarely say it to me.

But if i find a guy that always says he loves me and he really does love me a lot,well..

Its a bonus for me~~

*wink wink*

For guys out there..

what a gurl wants, but what most guys dont give!

Leave her cute text messages.
Kiss her in front of your friends.
Trust her over everyone else.
Tell her she looks beautiful.
Look her in the eye when you talk to her.
Tell her stupid jokes to make her laugh.
Let her mess with your hair.
Mess with HER hair.
Just walk around with her.
Include her in most things you do.
When she cries do whatever to make her smile.
Forgive her for her mistakes.
Look at her like she's the only girl you see.
Tickle her even if she says stop.
Hold her hand even when you are around your friends.
When she starts swearing at you tell her you love her.
Let her fall asleep in your arms.
Get her mad, then kiss her.
Tease her and let her tease you back.
Stay up with her all night when she's sick.
Watch her favorite movie.
KiSS HER FOREHEAD.
Give her the world.
WRiTE HER LETTERS.
Let her wear your clothes.
When she's sad, hang out with her.
Let her know she is important.
Let her take all the photos of you whenever she wants.
Kiss her in the rain.
And when you fall in love with her, tell her.
And when you do tell her.. Love her like you never loved before.

*got these from a blogger :sunrisenmoon..