Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Can Money Buy Happiness??

Salah satu soklan utk jawatan N17- SPA. Masa jawab soklan ni..pk just jawab untuk lulus ( tapi gagal gak)hehehe.

Tapi..sekarang..i kind of going through the same situation. Not to me, but to someone i really care and love.
can money give u happiness that u need?? can it do that?dia just pk...mcm mana nk kaya..soklan yang sama kuar dari mulut dia hari2.

Of course,..i am trying to give support,..and hey, i wanna be rich too.But, is it the most important thing to do..getting RICH??After you have got all the money that u can ever dream of..and you are filthy rich..what are you going to do with the money? Go and make up with some friend that you have lost when you are busy getting rich?Will they be there for you?

true friends will always be there...hopefully..
but what about the people that loves you..all the plans that you were making, have you ever includes them in your so called getting rich plan??
I wonder, when im not around, when im gone, will you remeber me?will you miss me??

tak tahu kenapa, im not really into money..all i ever seek, is a happiness..It is true money can help u to be happy..but money alone cannot bring you happiness.

Tuesday, November 27, 2007


happy 25th birthday to me


Yup. I'm 25 years old on the 19th November 2007. Am not hiding my age, though.

And, I'm a scorpio. hehehehe.

Why I'm telling all this?? Coz i want a present..hahahaha. NO, just kidding.


For the past few years, Ive gone through and experienced so many things in my life. And like my mom always said, " dah suku abad umur tuh, bila nak kawin pun mak tak tahu". huhuhuuhu..


One of my fren welcomed me to a new club " a quater century club". heh. terpaksa rela tau.


life pass me by...each day...hopefully..it will be full of love, great, exiting days ahead.

p/s: gambar sekadar hiasan. hehehe

Wednesday, September 12, 2007


~just blogging~


don't know what to say... i don't even know if there's anyone ever view or read my blog.

but i will continue blogging coz this is my e-journal. A journal where i can express myself.


last week is not a good week for me. something happen at work.

but still, there's a happy and memorable thing happened. Thank u dear.


Yesterday, new rules were set in the office. Huh! like it will last long. hahahaha.

and today..im bored. Bored..bored..

tomorrow, 1st day of Ramadhan...and it means...raya will be coming in another 30 days.


Yea..raya...raya..huahauhaahuhua. .Baju raya takder beb, takder tailor nak amik tempahan baju raya i..

huhuhu...Nak beli yg ready made, but there's no size for me..huhuhu.. and hopefully, my bos will give bonus
raya..so i can raya abis-abisan...or maybe..i can use it as downpayment for a cute white, auto Kelisa car.. ; )



p/s: Is it ok if I wear above dress as my baju raya?..hehehe

Tuesday, August 14, 2007




should i tell the world or should i keep it to myself..

i can't help it..

aku gumbira..bahagia...

hauhauahuahauhauhaua....why??well....rahsia..


keh keh keh...mengada2 sungguh aku nih..


what to do...what to do...


everytime i think about him...i can't help smiling..

everytime i looked at him...i can't help smiling..

everytime he's around me...i can't help smiling..


adoi....letih pipi ni dok senyum jer...


hik hik hik...but can this be forever???...


Tuesday, July 17, 2007


A friend give this to me...


Love is not 2 forget but 2 forgive,

not 2 c but 2 understand

not 2 hear but 2 listen,

not 2 let go but 2 HOLD ON!!!!

Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one youlike will leave you for the one they love.

Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

Who calls you back when you hang up on him.

Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."


erm..still waiting for the one...if there's any...

Friday, June 29, 2007

"Because you are pretty, men do not treat you seriously"

heard this from a movie, can' remember which movie though...

Is it wrong to be pretty??...we didn't ask to be born pretty..
Don't hate us because we are beautiful..

but why some men like to fool a girl with pretty faces..why can't they appreciate us..
is there any law stated " you can play around with pretty girls"..
maybe they think that we are some bamby who have beauty without brain..

hello...we do have brain..and we have feelings too..we do cry when you hurt us..
and there are a lot of brilliant and genius ladies who are also pretty and charming out there...

And why do you have any problem with that...???

Do you (men) think it is funny to play around and fooling us..
It is so easy for you guys to say 'sayang' or 'i love u' to girls ...?? and do you really mean what u said..??
Is it fun..playing with our heart and feeling.???

Here's a news flash : I'm not a barbie doll that you can easily play with..

Tuesday, June 12, 2007


it's june already...
time pass me by so fast...and today..and today..im in my period pain...
huhuhuhu...
cakitnyer peyut...cakit.....

nak keta....keta...eh..apa kaitan sakit perut ngan keta..
aa..tak kisah lar...
nak keta..keta...kan best kalau ada org bagi keta mini cooper kat aku...(aku nak mini cooper yang mcm kat citer italian job tu ek..bukan keta mini cooper yg lama tu.)

my make up pun byk yang dah abih...my bos keep telling me to use SKII..helooo..SKII tu mahal beb...takper..nnti aku akan guna gak SKII satu hari nnti...hua hua hua..

apa lagi yer....errmm...errm......aaaa.....huhuhu....

peringatan: ketika blog ini ditaip, si penaip berada dalam keadaan tidak tenteram dan jiwa kacau.


Friday, May 11, 2007


I'm not a robot..

Nowadays..been working like a machine...not getting enough sleep and rest..
Work 24/7..and getting old just in the office..
I even don't have time for myself...not mentioning my family and friends.

Never have thought will waste my youth like this..This is the time when i should enjoy and live active.NOT stuck in a office like a machine.

I've tried not to complain, but again..I'm not a robot..I need a place to shout what i feel..to express myself..and sometimes..there's no one to speak to..If there's any, they would not understand..

"Pernahkah kau bermimpi..seketika..
berada di tempatku..."

Nak jiwang2 jap..huhuhuhu..


ok..after read this..u can forget about it,....hik hik hik...

Monday, April 16, 2007


last week (08.04.07) is my twin's wedding.
hehehe...
byk tul keja kena buat..this is the first time our family held a wedding ceremony. everything have to be done. And i, as the twin of the bride have to assist my sis in everything. Do you know in adat jawa, the bride and mom's bride are not allowed to leave the house during the wedding ceremony. So, apa2 keja yg kena buat kat luar, ayah and adik beradik pengantin lar yg kena buat.
huhuhu...
although a lot of work and efforts have to be done, its is worthy for my lovely twin sister.

Congrats Along...

Monday, March 19, 2007


Here's a situation where's a girl keep asking her guy why he rarely say 'i love u' to her..
and he ask her back..which do you prefer :



1. A man tell you that he loves u but actually he didn't love you...or


2. A man who really love u but didnt tell u he loves u..



Not every man like to express his feeling to a girl even she is the most important person for him.


And for me, its ok to have a guy that really loves me but rarely say it to me.

But if i find a guy that always says he loves me and he really does love me a lot,well..

Its a bonus for me~~


*wink wink*








Wednesday, February 21, 2007

For guys out there..

what a gurl wants, but what most guys dont give!



Leave her cute text messages.
Kiss her in front of your friends.
Trust her over everyone else.
Tell her she looks beautiful.
Look her in the eye when you talk to her.
Tell her stupid jokes to make her laugh.
Let her mess with your hair.
Mess with HER hair.
Just walk around with her.
Include her in most things you do.
When she cries do whatever to make her smile.
Forgive her for her mistakes.
Look at her like she's the only girl you see.
Tickle her even if she says stop.
Hold her hand even when you are around your friends.
When she starts swearing at you tell her you love her.
Let her fall asleep in your arms.
Get her mad, then kiss her.
Tease her and let her tease you back.
Stay up with her all night when she's sick.
Watch her favorite movie.
KiSS HER FOREHEAD.
Give her the world.
WRiTE HER LETTERS.
Let her wear your clothes.
When she's sad, hang out with her.
Let her know she is important.
Let her take all the photos of you whenever she wants.
Kiss her in the rain.
And when you fall in love with her, tell her.
And when you do tell her.. Love her like you never loved before.

*got these from a blogger :sunrisenmoon..
nasi ayam (gambar sekadar hiasan)

Cuti raya cina yang lepas (Gong xi fa chai), aku masak nasi ayam..
hahahaha...
sonang jo masak nasi ayam ni.

Thanks to my aunt coz teaching me how to masak nasi ayam.
Mmg best la coz akhirnya aku tahu mcm mana nak masak nasi ayam.

Lain kali, aku nak masak lagi.


Tuesday, February 13, 2007



" hentikan lah saja
jenaka bermadah
biasa terlalu seringku dengar

ceritera cinta tiada berubah
hanya mimpi yang indah
akhirnya nanti
kecewa"

these are some of the lyrics from the ceritera cinta song sang by jac victor & rio ferbian

It kinda describe what i feel about love...

Thursday, February 08, 2007

Hari ni (8 Februari 2007) aku ngantuk tahap melampau.

Blur jer aku ni. last 2 night i didnt get enough sleep. there's a fren yg insisted nak jumpa aku that night.
eventhough aku dah bagtau yang aku ngantuk, esok nak keja, tapi dia still nak jumpa. I've waited until 12.00 pagi, pastu dia kata dia nak gi uptown dulu la pulak. sadis tul lar.
Then pukul 3 pagi, dia call kata dah sampai & nak gak jumpa aku. huhu..terganggu beauty sleep aku.
Aku pun kejutkan housemate aku.tak kuasa aku nak jumpa dia sorang2..
Aku baru jer keluar rumah, then aku tgk kawan dia wat hal. terus dia kata, sorry la, kawan saya buat hal. Kita jumpa lain kali yer.Lepas tu dia balik. huhuhu.
Untuk apa lar dia kata nak jumpa, kalau setakat jumpa tak sampai seminit.

Hampeh tul lar. Tertekan aku. Tak pasal2 housemate aku pun jadi mangsa. Terganggu tidur kitorang.Kul 4 lebiy baru aku leh sambung tidur.

Then, last nite dia nak jumpa lagi. This time dia sampai pukul 11.30 pm. erm..lewat lagi. Malas aku nak cakap apa2 kat dia sbb aku terlalu mengantuk + penat. Lepas makan, aku terus balik.tak kuasa nak tunggu lama2.

And today, aku sangat mengantuk. Nak wat kerja pun tak larat.
Sekian,Terima Kasih.







Thursday, January 18, 2007

Q n A

These are some questions that i don't really enjoy answering it

Q : Dah ada boyfren ke belom?
A: Lom

Q: Apsal takder? Ko memilih sangat.
A: heloo...ikan kat pasar pun kena pilih

Q: Bf apa khabar?
A: kan dah bagitau, aku takder boyfren.

Q: Bila ko nak ada boyfren?
A: salah ke takder boyfren?

Dont know why, some people just keep questioning the same question so many times. And most of them are men.

Who says men are not busy body..well..they do.







Tuesday, January 16, 2007

silly man..(dun wanna mention any name here)

had enough of him..
dun know why..sometimes he just a show off..
who do he think he is..

at first...i just let it go..what ever he wanna say about me..i just ignore it..
it is sad though, coz i thought he is a good friend..
but enough is enough..

now,.. no more silence..i will say it back to his face..
no more nice n sweet girl for him..

i can be nice and sweet..but dont forget..i can also be mean and cruel..hehe

*wink wink*

"sexy"
well..sexy..beauty..lies in the eyes of the beholder..
it is subjectives..
some people sees thing beautiful..but some dont..
if u think that no one would think you're beautiful..(or handsome), then you're wrong..
u cant judge urself..let others be the judge..
but dont let their judgement take away u're best side..

be as you are..belive in yourself..
if you are confident with yourself..the inner beauty inside you will show itself..

and people will see that beauty..



Friday, January 12, 2007

i've heard that if u want to forget bout someone..it takes time..
but how long does it takes..
well..how long have u known him/ her..u have to times it 2..
means..if u known him for 4 years..
it will take 4 x 2 = 8 years to totally forget bout him..

dun know if it is true or not..but i hope it is not.hehehe..

its been a while..ive been thinking a lot bout men and love..
something similer 'bout men and love is..both come and go..
loves come and go..and so do men..
but hey..its just my opinion..u dont have to agree with it.